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Lived and Died
Sewing it up, Sewing up my wounds, I've had so many problems and my heart has been reglued, you share your pain with a broken spirit, wanting help from someone who lacks it, all and facts, i fail to agree, i disagree with anything, everything seems, its pointless to me, and a sharing disbelief and memories of grief, this is my belief, of my mischeif, a shell broken, a body reborn, a taken situation and soul torn, i failed to see you didnt love, i failed to be who you wanted to see, my red tainted scar reform on my arm, slowly and surely i'll rid me of this charm, i secretly OD when you turn from me, i hate your guts for loving me, so much, i gut you and burn you, soil your soul, fill you with memories more then you behold, i'll make you Ill and tear you up, steal you libido and stun your health, im going mad and dying so slow, i wish id hurry up and to hell, i go, i want to die, i want to be free, im sick of watching these lies form around me, i getting up but falling down, why cant i just hit the ground, i got many things to say and some so real to me, they can tear your soul up and show you why i bleed, i could lie to you and make you smile, and i could die in that while, i could poison your river of undying love, and watch it rot and tell i forgot, or i can seal this devil away, just spell it backwards, and thats what ill stay,
Lived and died
Died and lived
forgiven so i can't live again
Die to live
live die
this bullshit life this one big lie
flushing the pain, the growth of my stain, bored with life, but you want me to stay, i hate my life, i want to die, how many times, did i said that line? suicidal and loving it, i like dying for the love of it, screamed in pain, my first cut in my vain, feeling alive as soon as i died, morbid questions and morbid grief, i want to show you whats my belief, take your gun and aim right here, pull the trigger next your ear, make mess but dont clean it up, your free now, you've given up, but the small whisper before you die, "welcome to hell your lifes a forgotten lie" Reign in hell you served all your life, serve in heaven? nah, give in to the knife, push it right in and seal my fate, i dont give a fuck if your already late, push aside your fear, push aside the pain, give it all up? or go completely insaine? theres a small fact and thats you dont derserve shit, you only deserve what you give in to this shit, what you get out? nothing of course, false dreams and icons and money adored, but its false and created, false, i rather give suicide one more Shot,
Shot gun cocked, and shells are loaded, ive always been waiting, for this moment, i ordered this gun last year sometime, but finally its here and so am i, goodbye right now, goodbye my friends, i finally get my sweet end, cushion it under my chin, close my eyes for one bitter secound, open my eyes, and stare at my reflection, i want to watch this, as i give in to my pleasure, and within this moment, my sweet goodbye, my phone rings and i shoot... goodbye
