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My name is Faith, though i have none at all.

Im circling My pit of extinction trying to fall

Im very sad, depressed, and sometimes I dont know why

I guess Im not meant to be happy I just wish I'd die

By the time i turned seven I knew that life was meaningless

and when i was eight it kinda concealed my happiness

I've Pushed and I've Pulled I;ve acted so well

I've pretended I was happy and now no one can tell

That inside I'm drowning increasing the presure

Depressing and sentancing myself to death at my leasure

Six years old my first Suicicde Attempt

Im a failure and that I Accept

But i kept trying, this one Goal to accomplish

Eleven years later still failing to Accomplish

Adding more Weight to my Emotional Strangle hold

Trying to find more Reasons for Why I cant be Alone

But I am and I will Always be this Cold

No one can save me from Myself I was Told

Music Helps me Relise Expression of my Feeling

But Dont You Think Suicide Is More Revealing?

I've hung I've OD'ed I've Bled and I Bleed

I've cut and I've Burnt but I still dont succeed

Doing anything and eveything, Regretting I was Born

But whatever happened then, Im Here now, Blooddrawn

I wish the Blood will stop flowing, My cuts stop Healing

Untill then I guess I'll just keep Dreaming