Sweet Valentine

I stare away the days that make me feel so weak,

soaked in insupiorority ive lost it all this week

i watch his smile fade i watch his dreams scatter

i watch the burnt rubber begin to rot but no matter

suicide so close you can not reach

watch him drift away his eyes souless becomes

and just touching his skin i can feel

he's lost all thought and alone he becomes

im baracaded in sheets of blood stain memories

im encaved by wishes beyond my contempt

and drowning in my own and everyone elses pain and tendencies

asking pleading for there suicide to prevent..

they push him away, away he goes.

the darkness surrounds me i become a wilted rose

gurgling my abduction of hateful lines

struggerling to put together a belated rhyme

crying inside but the tears wont form

left so alone left lonely and torn

red blood no longer dripping i keeping it inside

because he begged me please so with my pain it hides

but pain its seeping it bleeding through the gap

other thoughts retreating only suicide is back

researching and knowing the best way to get out

equipment which is failing I can no longer scream or shout

the walls bleed as i hold the blade close,

pushing it in before hate is exposed.

looking up for my baby but he's far from gone,

i lost him in MY shadows so now its done.

no reasons no meaning no strike to comprhend

no negative figures or postive to extend

and now would be the time to step out and help

but i know your drowning baby but i can no longer help

no help anymore it will never arrive

no not never not ever on time

and so i end it quick one heart beat and rhyme

come back to me baby my sweet valentine

Author's Notes/Comments: 

31 jan 2006  22:53

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Ian Garner's picture

Really touching. Nice work.