I stare away the days that make me feel so weak,
soaked in insupiorority ive lost it all this week
i watch his smile fade i watch his dreams scatter
i watch the burnt rubber begin to rot but no matter
suicide so close you can not reach
watch him drift away his eyes souless becomes
and just touching his skin i can feel
he's lost all thought and alone he becomes
im baracaded in sheets of blood stain memories
im encaved by wishes beyond my contempt
and drowning in my own and everyone elses pain and tendencies
asking pleading for there suicide to prevent..
they push him away, away he goes.
the darkness surrounds me i become a wilted rose
gurgling my abduction of hateful lines
struggerling to put together a belated rhyme
crying inside but the tears wont form
left so alone left lonely and torn
red blood no longer dripping i keeping it inside
because he begged me please so with my pain it hides
but pain its seeping it bleeding through the gap
other thoughts retreating only suicide is back
researching and knowing the best way to get out
equipment which is failing I can no longer scream or shout
the walls bleed as i hold the blade close,
pushing it in before hate is exposed.
looking up for my baby but he's far from gone,
i lost him in MY shadows so now its done.
no reasons no meaning no strike to comprhend
no negative figures or postive to extend
and now would be the time to step out and help
but i know your drowning baby but i can no longer help
no help anymore it will never arrive
no not never not ever on time
and so i end it quick one heart beat and rhyme
come back to me baby my sweet valentine
Really touching. Nice work.