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Suicide Song
Everything I try to do turns into a catastrophe,
Try to clense my soul and become guilt free,
Grasping onto occurences that stopped mattering years ago,
I seem to have difficulty just letting them go,
On dark, cold nights I decide to go on a walk,
When I feel lonely the voices in my head don't even talk,
I'm heading towards a mental breakdown,
And I cry in muddy puddles until I'm painted brown,
I go crazy and end up hitting my head,
I bleed slowly and it dyes my hair red,
I hear the laughter of the angels in the sky,
My lack of blood gives me some sort of high,
My vision blurs until I go temporarily blind,
Death and suicide race through my mind,
I'm so confused I forgot how to cry,
People aren't ready for the truth so I lie,
I get looks that make me feel as hideous as an ogre,
I'm so scared of people I began to carry a daggar,
I ask for help but no one answers,
So I redirected where I send my prayers,
Somewhere in life I went seriously wrong,
Everything hurts so bad I can't explain it in this song,
You may think you can but you will never understand,
It's hard growing up in a society where suicide is banned,
Maybe if in this country it became accepted,
I could make a poisoness vaccine and inject it.
