The pain grows under my skin,
My nerves are shot just look within,
The blood is trapped and has no where to go,
I cut my flesh and my viens and let the blood flow,
It goes down my wrist and down my arm,
I never meant myself any harm,
I didn't want to hurt the ones I love,
I know right now I'm going down instead of above,
No one can help now I am almost done,
One more heartbeat will send my last blood run,
And I lay lifeless on my bed,
Body and clothes stained a crimson red,
They will knock on the door and see what they find,
I have shut off my senses because they were so blind.