I love you so much,
But I can't get better,
I am so sick,
And I am very mental,
No matter what happens,
The worst day of my life,
The best day in the world,
I always think about suicide,
And how much I love you,
And how I can't leave you,
My brain says to leave,
My heart tells me to stay,
Yet it argues that I must go,
So for the meantime I tell myself no,
But the pain keeps coming again,
And I don't know what to do,
My heart keeps telling me that I am hurting you,
And I love you,
I can't keep doing this,
Loving and hurting,
They just don't combine,
So I will kill myself tonight,
So I can stop your pain,
This bittersweet ending ends with my life.