Pain or pleasure?
Which one do I choose?
Aren't they the same?
I enjoy to see my blood gush,
Stare at myself inside the mirror,
Watch as the tears of pain roll down my cheeks,
I feel the knife stab a sharp sense of pain,
And I enjoy every last minute of it.
I don't clean up right away,
I wait a few minutes instead,
And watch the blood drip from my viens,
In endless amounts of pain.
I bleed away my sorrows,
I bleed away my problems,
I bleed away my sanity,
I bleed everything from my mind.
Now my mind has only one more question,
One more question with a needed answer,
Where do I hide the gashes?