I mourn the loss of your love for me,
As you watch me tear,
You beg me not to slit my throat,
But I can't live without you.
I wish not to hurt you,
So I wish not to see the pain I put on you,
As I kill myself.
I take one last look at you,
I cherish the moment deeply,
Then I take the blade to my eyes,
And slit them each twice.
I no longer see the pain in your face,
I no longer see the pain in your eyes,
I no longer see the pain in your tears,
For I have given up my sight.
I would rather cry tears of blood,
Then to see the tears I brought to your soul,
But your cries I still hear.
So I slit my throat,
Slit it quick,
As my screams of pain override your tears.
I know this is the time to die,
And I know I am with you,
So I can die feeling sort of glad,
Because I love you.
Suddenly I feel something,
It wraps around me tightly,
It is your arms holding me,
Sharing with me my last bit of life.
I hear your whimpered words through your tears,
They beg me not to go,
But I know I have lossed you,
So I must leave for good.
I slowly fade into death,
But you still hold on tightly,
Even though I have given up,
You havent given up on me,
And this honestly means much to me,
But I would much rather be free.
That is such a good poem! I loved it.