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You said it yourself, "Words don't mean a thing. It's actions I need to see."
If I could only show you the way that you showed me…

I'd need to take the I love you's away.
I'd need you to promise forever, without knowing I'd ever stay.
I'd sleep with you every night, and break up with you every day.
I'd tell my family you're crazy for getting upset about things.
I'd yell if you hate my friends that say they fuck me in their dreams.
I'd punch you in the face if you ever accuse me of anything.

Last, but not least, I'll mail you back your ring.
I'll leave you voicemails, with no way to contact me.
The reason- "I changed my mind about sex, it's a sin."
That's what I'll email you in a month, and to let you know I fucked my best friend.
Tara, you don't deserve the details. It doesn't matter, I'm never talking to you again.

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last updated 16 July 2012 - 8:25am
©6 July 2012 - 8:19am — xMattx
17 July 2012 - 4:26am — ashes_theartofb...
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Heart wrenching.

So sad.
Hope things get better!
^_^

"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo

17 July 2012 - 4:59am — xMattx
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Thanks!

:)

7 July 2012 - 6:00pm — running_with_rabbits
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some of the lines in this one

some of the lines in this one hit home so hard it hurts!

"I'd need to take the I love you's away."
sometimes I feel like if I did that my life would work, may I use that as a title?

"I'd sleep with you every night, and break up with you every day."
that is my new msn status (with your name behind it) unless you are anger-grr-argg-raawwrrrrr-ness about that in which case I shall take it down!

i love the concept of this, the flipping of her actions, its brilliant! but she sounds like a twat so good on you for leaving her.

Much Love

Ashley

7 July 2012 - 6:49pm — xMattx
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Thanks!

Thanks for the kind words and the MSN status :P. You can use it as a title. :)

8 July 2012 - 1:28am — running_with_rabbits
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:) no no thank you for the

:) no no thank you for the MSN status! :)

Much Love

Ashley

8 July 2012 - 1:44am — xMattx
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I

don't even know what MSN is! Is that some canadian thing? :P

8 July 2012 - 1:46am — running_with_rabbits
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WHAT!?!?!? MSN! it's like

WHAT!?!?!? MSN! it's like icq, its msn messanger, internet chatting, you don't know it?

Much Love

Ashley

8 July 2012 - 1:52am — xMattx
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I know about

AIM, but no one uses that anymore. I've never heard of anyone using MSN before.

8 July 2012 - 1:58am — running_with_rabbits
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lol well I am old school

lol well I am old school

Much Love

Ashley