I had a headache last night and I went a little overboard.. On the.. Tylenol..
Then I got her picture and it was like I couldn't breathe at all..
No matter.. What I do..
No matter what I say.. I can't
Seem to take the pain away..
And it's not worth it for you to feel like this..
Even though sometimes you make me pissed..
And I feel like Im suffocating..
Im sorry I kept you waiting..
(chorus)
I try to bleed out all the pain
But I just cut myself again
Just keep on cutting myself again
Yeah.. And I..
Wish there was something you could do..
Don't think you're just a useless fool
I have problems..
I'm just overdosing on the pain again.. Again.. Again..
I'm a mess,
can't get most of this shit off of my chest,
So I'm chasing my vodka with a beer..
I fucking know I didn't just end it..
I know I put you through a hell of a lot of shit..
Sometimes I get a little queer..
And it's not worth it for you to feel like this..
Even though sometimes you make me pissed..
And I feel like Im suffocating..
Im sorry I kept you waiting..
(chorus)
This is probably the biggest mistake im making,
and Im not talking about the pills Im taking,
I'm sorry that your heart is breaking,
Or am I just sorry for myself?
I'm fucking mad, I just can't take it..
I know that I can't fucking make it..
The happiness, I cannot fake it..
I hope you find somebody else.
(chorus)
Amazing poem.
at the bottom you said all of this is true. i hope you werent trying to commit suicide. one of my friends tried and died last week. if that is what you were trying to do please dont do it agian. even though i dont know you it still hurts me to think that i cant stop your dicisions so i am trying to let you know that its not a very good choice yto try and end your life even when the whole world falls.
kristyn