Awakening a blurry day
Fuzzy inside, the path I cannot recall
Remembering bits and pieces of what it was like
To be in your arms
Racing against time
We seek to find
The moment that broke us
None of this really matters
Its all so vein to keep trying
Sleepless, hopeless, wishing for change
No yield for comfort
Inside is where the monsters hide
To slowly craft our demise
How I know the potential you hold
But the craze within
Binds you to the darkness
My hands offer no light
To cleanse your body
And purify the wretched inside
Lacking the words to speak
Of the hurt that runs through me
I smile knowing you feel it too
For not long after exclamations
Of how life was falling apart for you
Yet you turn and run off
To the nearest shelter
Without trying to make it right
Theres pleasure in pain
Everything but my own
Numbness has acquired my soul
But still I smile and know
That you feel it too
Yes, you do
This is a very deeply written and emotional piece. Normally you write and I fail to understand. The only thing I don't understand is why you feel turmoil and pain. Whatever is the problem, I will always wish you the best in everything that you do
Lynn M Falk