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Journey
Such a journey of decision
None have I made
But many made for me
I have stumbled into irresolutely
Sporadic happenings
That seemed so out of control
Out of my grasp my hold
Because I did not choose
I gave the authority away
The power of selection I refused
Now my lack of irresponsible involvement
Has left me with detrimental outcome
I let someone else take the reigns, not god.
I let someone else choose, not god
I rode on someone else’s coat tail, not gods
I depended on someone else to love me, not god.
Though he reached out to me earnestly with love
I sought after the face of my abusers not gods
Now that I have met with repeated depress
the image of my pain undressed
I have found and ashamedly, yet thankfully say
They are not god
Never will be
Never were
So the power I gave
Was never mine to give,
For it was gods
The love I sought was never there’s to withhold
For it was gods
Like the wind they blew away
Like the snow they did not stay
But melted me once again
Laying on the floor looking up
With no one to turn to, but god.
