In almost every situation
The third time is a charm
I'll make sure it counts this time
As I decorate my arm
If a scar can tell a story
Then I have a novel on my shelf
With mutilated pictures
Of my hurt, disfigured self
My heart is beaten bloody
My emotions must be sorted
With a twisting, aching soul
My mind's been locked and boarded
The only way inside of me
Is through a small insision
But press down hard - and cut real deep
It needs exact precision
When the blood comes to the surface
You can see what has been hidden
And then, for obvious reasons
Notice why it's been forbidden
There are things I keep inside me
Even I don't understand
But a warm and bloody addiction
Lends a very gentle hand
The cut opens up a window
That only time can help to close
So that my body - as a canvas
Shows my highs and lows
Locked behind a gate of scars
I write my Five-Star story
Showcasing heartache at its best
In all it's unknown glory.
Dark, but very beautiful.