Words are where I hide, where I release my other side,
where my heart can bravely fight the tide
or thunderously, unreservedly explore.
Somehow I always seem to find more
pieces that once belonged to me alone,
the way pebbles once belonged to stone
before they'd been roughly chipped away
and their fine edges dulled by sun and day,
rushed downstream by the thunderous rain,
abandoned on a shoal to be found again.
My path by the river edge has worn down.
I drift along in my beautiful new gown.
It's been sewn with divine diamond thread,
pure crimson'd velvet, the deepest blood red.
Virgin white silk is cloaked underneath
it wraps my body, a gift for my thief.
Long and glorious silk-scented hair
drifts in the breeze, warm and bare.
Ambered and honey'd and buttery strands
hoping one day to cloak his hands.
Feet and hands and face no more torn
by towering hedges armed with thorns.
These militaried woods that kept me at bay
now protect my fort and I can play,
at make-believe. I've a hero-knight
who in my honour will fiercely fight,
protect my love with his perfect heart,
and from my side he will never part.
I'll wear his colors on my breast,
and rest my face on his handsome chest.
Or I might soar through silvered clouds at night
my fiery wings a captivating sight.
A chimera outlined against the sky
a tailed beastess released to fly.
Searching the eons for my destined mate
I hear prayers of innocents while I wait.
I'll annihilate with my scorching breath
those who inflict suffering and death,
crusade against their barbarous deeds.
These conquests for truth my hunger feeds.
Or vanish quite soon in the early sun.
A flesh dampened effigy, on mist I'm spun.
I'm visible only in water and air,
my fleeting reflection some say is fair.
I have already run out of time today,
tomorrow I'll return with dawn's first ray.
My fragments float away on gentle swells,
as a delirious sea dog my history tells.
Of a fruitless search for the other half of me
'til then I am fated to always drift at sea
Or as gold, I'm pure; I'm a trinket of worth
I am the quintessential life and earth,
I'm dug from a precious seam.
A metal that so many deem
more priceless than life.
I can create a wife
and a husband too.
But I cannot create you.
I can no more weave my mirrored love
than I can move the heavens above.
Or a proud and fabled birth,
legends told across the earth.
One good and noble King
whose virtues all creatures sing.
He (I) governed with love and care
and made all the ways of living fair.
But nowhere could he find his queen
tho every girl ever birthed had he seen.
Alone he ruled till his time did end.
Never in the years would his heart mend.
Or alone in ice and crystal'd form
I am the singular one that's born
as me. I will never live again
not past this snowfallen end.
I have six sides of angles, reflected light
I am all the prisms of flawless night
I am a perfect fleeting thought.
My creation cannot be bought,
not sold, nor kept awake.
No match for me can anyone make.
Or wrought from the finest leather
burnished with time and weather.
The polished filigrees adorning my sheath
tell fanciful stories of unicorn and wreath.
Scrollwork in brass, my metal'd throat
sits empty, in search of the cherished note
when sword into scabbard cleanly sings
just as hammering glowed alloy proudly rings.
When curved blade slides in fast and true
so finely honed; to know I was meant for you.
I've left my heart open to you
but the cold air has come in too.
I shiver and wait, still hopeful now
maybe you will discover me, somehow.
It's not the thrill of new passioned bliss
not even our anticipated first kiss
that I covet so very much,
as the familiarity of a touch
made of years lived side by side
our love displayed with sincerest pride
As I write here of my secret fears,
touch the stream of my heated tears,
feel this ache to know my love,
I hope for an indication from above.
Is all I live all there will ever be?
Why give me eyes if I'll never see?
Why give me a heart to garner hope?
Give me instead a length of rope.
Let me know the pure love of my soul
allow me to become a whole,
to find my other me, and make my spirit free.
My true world has intruded once more
so I leave these thoughts at the door
Back to the reality of make-believe
Pacing the hours 'til I can leave.
Maybe I'll come back through this way,
hope a little while longer I can stay.
But if I lose my map to here, my heart's home
I willl be damned, always cursed to roam
without knowledge of purpose and without aim
Please, Lord, by then let me be no longer sane.
So Closely Shared, Yet Far
You brought a tear to my eye, and an ache in my heart, of feeling so close to your heart.
Thank you for your very kind
Thank you for your very kind words. This was my first poem and is still the one I hold closest to me.
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