I try to start all over
I try to clear my head
I try to think I'm normal
I try to believe I'm glad
It only fools those people
It doesn't really help me
If I could convince myself
If I could forget all this
I think I think too much
I think I take for granted
I think I dislike myself
I think I'm driven by silence
Why should I expose myself?
Why should I let others in?
"Why bother, it's gonna hurt me"
Why does it get me down?
The same outcome in the end
The same thing I avoid
The same thing I am
The same thoughts occur
I fear being alone
I fear committment
I fear people's trust
I fear I feel betrayal
I'm ready to escape my mind
I'm ready to free my body
I'm ready for dreams to be true
I'm ready for my rest.