10-20-04/10-26-04
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
I try so hard to understand
Why God brought you back to me
Then you just disappear in a shuffle of the sand
Why is it "this way" it has to be
No telling me why
No more calls
No more of your soft kisses
My heart just falls
And my tears just want to pour out of my eyes
Its just not fair
Don't you understand God him is who my heart misses
Don't you even care
That i cant live without thinking of his precious smile
Everyday he is in my mind
In my damn thoughts and its hurting so much
Letting me have a tiny taste is so unkind
A mean thing to my heart is beyond such
A deep cruelness
It brings so much pain
One which is beyond forgiveness
What are you trying to gain
Just to let you know
My soul you will not get just not yet
I can make it with him this i will show
On my soul i bet
But this i ask of my sweetheart
Why cant i have you
Why did you let the evil tare us apart
I guess we'll never know if we were meant to be
I guess i'll never know if your heart was true
But if it is in the cards you'll be back my way
We'll just have to wait and see
But for now i will live day by day
With each hope that you'll come back to me
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