Why do these things always happen to me?
That's the question i need answered.
I walk out the door and i say to myself " Now remember...don't let him get too close, you'll just end up gettin hurt"
Is there a reason why i can't just listen to myself??
I opened my heart to you.. and what do you do?
Once you get what you wanted...of course...we're though.
It hurts so bad to know you won the battle i had against myself... i just hope next time it will be different.
I wish i could say "oh yea, well your gonna miss me"
But i know that's not what i truely feel inside... i think to myself...god i'm gonna miss you and i still love you...
Why me, again?
Is my heart just crying out to be torn apart?
My eyes begin to once again fill with tears as u fake sympathy..
But just let me be so i can cry away the pain while u keep hurting me
And don't worry about me fighting back...
I'll take it... because i love you.
hey alia...im really sorry. this poem is really good. i know how u feel too and i know it hurts. if u need to talk im here for u, u know that. i love u! call me if u need to talk