pessimistica

How could I ever think that things could get better?

If they haven’t yet, then they never will

It’ll always stay the same



How could I ever think that I ever needed anything?

Inside it’s so empty, but if I had what I long for

I still wouldn’t function correctly



Inside I wish there could be someone there for me

But how is that possible, when I’m never there for myself?

It’s all bound to collapse in the end



Sometimes I just wish I could throw this all away

I function in this life only as some kind of mistake

Just leave me for dead

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Kaela's picture

Try not to feel so down about yourself, there are people in this world that love and care about you. All you have to do is believe. ;) *hugs*

.:Kaela:.

Mary's picture

I think that you are focusing too much on how other people affect your life. Maybe you should try and look inside yourself and see how YOU affect your life. Then maybe you can write a poem named optimistica?

joe's picture

wow...
that's powerful shit...
you and i should get ourselves checked out by doctors
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