You told me to wait for you,
That you would be right here.
My arms to run to,
My solution to my fear.
But here I sit in the dark hours,
Nearing the sun's rise.
Who but I knows the power,
Of the tears welling inside?
This night has been a war against hell,
And here I am fighting alone.
Spears and guns to fight so well,
To unexperienced hands unknown.
Let me drown in this water,
Turned brown as I stepped through.
I'm losing this once bid barter,
What more do you wish me to do?
My eyes like floods cascading down,
A waterfall of emotions, worthless.
My ever-present smile is now a frown,
And my soul is deemed hopeless.
Yet I wait as a lost woman here to you,
Waiting for the comfort you promise me to.
Although I know you will not show,
I'll stay here to rot, and no one will know.
Nor care. . .
This is a depressing poem but, it's
beautiful in it's own way. I know how
you feel...and catching other people's
emotions is a great writer's trait!
xox
Erica ;)