have i tried to hard or not enough i'm never awake i'm up all the time spongeup the emotions of the room count down just a little too soon nobdy nice everwins nobody mean is truely happy how can you belive the unseen never wanted to care never wanted to know never wanted to see the light of day the worst part about sleeping is there is always another day but no other way you count on the people around you for help but they're only helping themselves you want to see clearly but your not awake losing control of your own wishes fuck the ways of life its not what its meant to be drowning out in the love of sea drowning out its free_ee