I look at you with a tear in my eye,
Trying hard to not cry;
You look at me in the eye
And notice the truth my eyes.
You already know what I have to say-
I guess I didn't hide it well;
As I pour out all I have to say,
You listen with an open heart to help me.
I stumble through what I have to say,
You listening to the very end-
To my suicidal confessions.
I tell you I've been cutting my wrists
With those razor blades I had saved,
I tell you I had been taking painkillers
To numb my pain inside,
I tell you I'm trying to get an eating disorder
Because of how worthless to life I feel.
I explain it all to you-
My suicidal confessions.
there's no one irl we can trust..the internet can be our refuge..i know it is for me...