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I'm thinking about commiting suicide today,

I'm too numb with all this pain of my depression,

I wish my life could end right now,

I'm no worth in this lifetime-no one cares.

Everybody knows I'm suicidal,

But they don't care;

I take these painkillers,

I cut my wrists-

Anything so I can commit suicide=

Suicide is my only way out.

Unwilling to live, to get the help I need,

I continue my downward fall to suicide-

Knowing that help will never be on the way,

I continue taking painkillers and cutting my wrists;

I take my suicide options to a new level-

I decide I want anorexia-

Another way of slowly dying, but losing weight;

I decided my fate because I know no one will care,

No one will care if I die or live-

They won't listen to my suicidal cries of help-

They don't want to help me heal;

They only want to see me in pain.

I continue taking painkillers to numb the pain,

Knowing they will sooner or later slow me down,

They will kill me off slowly but quickly.

I continue cutting my wrists to heal the pain inside,

Thought knowing the pain will not heal,

Killing me off slowly but draining blood from me.

I continue my downward fall to anorexia,

Numbing the pain even more than helping it,

Killing me off slowly by deteriorating my weight.

Yet all these things continue to kill me off,

But I still remain depressed and suicidal,

Feeling the wrath upon my choice of dying;

Suicide being my only way out,

I am slowly dying both outside and inside-

Knowing my death will be very soon,

I continue my downward fall in my pain.

Sitting there welling in my pain,

I start feeling betrayal and isolated from everyone-

Knowing the cause of it could be obvious;

Everyone that thought they cared,

Were lying besides themselves to me-

They no longer seem to care taht I'm suicidal.

I continue my downward fall into suicide,

Killing my self off with everything I've got;

I don't feel regret but pure betrayal-

No one seems to notice this girl that's suicidal;

No one seems to care that I want to die;

No one seems to want to help make things better;

No one seems to want anything to do with me-

Just because I am a suicidal girl who will die.

Suicide being the only word to exist to me-

I continue to want to die,

Killing myself off with everything I've got;

Anorexia being near to claim me,

Cutting so bad that I continue to cut my wrists more,

Taking the painkillers to numb all the pain;

Commiting suicide using all of the options I know of,

I continue to fade away-

No one will notice because they're not real,

No one will notice because they've betrayed me,

No one will notice because they simply do not care;

Feeling betrayed by everyone in this life,

I fade away and continue my suicidal path.

All the pain and every suicidal act becomes one-

I continue to fade away until one day I'm gone;

I have commited suicide-

Someone should have run to get me the help-

They didn't and I am dead.