I lay on the floor, my wounds from the pain
Growing stronger yet in the stillness of the shadows
Lay awake in my dying yet withered days-
In the shadows I see myself
Seeking shelter from the light in a black hole;
In the stillness I find myself dying from pain,
Dying a most pleasant but painful death.
Yet in the darkness I rise to the pain-
Not only am I dying in the shadows,
I'mm dying while in the darkest era;
My wrath consuming me to my death
Showing me the way through life and death-
Nothing but the pain renders me to the pain,
Foreshadowing the events of my wrath known as suicide.
Dying in the pain the most rightful way,
I make my way through the final stage
To the final plunge of my wrath-the pain;
I may hurt, yet I know my true destiny,
The death of me will show you how much
You meant to me before you betrayed me-
Now I'm dying in the shadows and darkness,
A glorious but painful death-I hear voices.
I hear voices calling my name-
Those Goths who've died before me
In the flames of Satan will be my followers,
They will guide me to Satan and hell
So I will be welcomed to my stable home-
My home where my Goth powers have shown-
My Goth powers have shown me the way to death.
Dying I am pained by depression-
Yet in the darkness I wait until the day
Satan will rise yet again in power;
Showing his Goth wrath of all Goths,
His respect for us Goth people will shine-
It will rise in Satan's power and will
Make a purpose for my Goth wrath;
Yet I know my death will be soon-
It is near andI am dying in darkness
Never to be know to others but a Goth.
Dying as I lay here on the floor,
Bleeding both inside and out in pain,
I slip away into the foreshadows of death,
Knowing I will be safe and secure agian;
I die and lay a lonely and cold corpse-
Blood still draining from my body;
My death will show why I wanted to die.
Yet in the shadows I lay a cold corpse,
Dead on the floor with blood draining
From my wrist-I cut too deep and
Now you know why I felt that death was near
My death was near and that's why I felt it-
You may never find out why I
Killed myself to give it to Satan;
You may never forego the death
I had put myself through;
You will never know why I commited suicide-
All you knew was that I was suicidal,
Nothing more than that and a non believer.
Since I am now gone and a lonely corpse,
I fight my way to Satan's side and
There I stay for eternity.
a. a good piece, love lines