After last night
finally...
I woke up tired
exhausted
just profoundfly
tired
the little voice inside me said
U have nothing to prove
U've done what U've said
U would
U've done everything that
U could
U don't have 2 deny your heart this
feeling of love
U've felt it
U've kept it so still & hot
within U
Don't b scared
U'll still feel it
the time is now
to just release it
let it be free so free & warm
about U
this is the little talk
that came
from my gut (thanks)
2 my heart (U'r welcome)
4 my brain 2 hear (really r u listenin' this time?)
this converstaion did not come specifically from
a particular incident
it's just that
I can give this love
U can feel this love
what r u givin'
what am I feelin'
I will never become complacent
when it comes 2 givin'
so U can feel
my love
I only want 2 feel & know
that U love me
I know this
at times I feel this
yet, something has me frightened about this
maybe it's because
I have felt that pain
and that pain
hurt so much
I'm afraid that
U will use your sword
and when I am not looking
when I least expect it
when I bend 2 kiss your hand
that U will use that sword
2 point the tip
ever so gently
into my back
with enough force
that I feel
a twinge of pain
similar in its delivery
as a subtle reminder
to what U felt from me
no matter how unintentional
I own up 2 this
say this word aloud
forgiveness
I love you
U love me
I've heard your words
and so
with that
today I say
like U said
that I will
go
with what I know
U said
" Why don't you take that and run with it"
sendin' me away
not pushin'
so if this
love is meant 2 b
until
the next leaves fall
I'm runnin' with what I know
my love 4 U is real
and
U said U loved me
guess that's all I need
and need to know
Runners take your mark.....
i remember this one from defpoetry
and I like it, its true that you never know whats goin to happen and even though it can hurt like hell, u gotta live your life complete. Absolute. And full.
I like this one cuz it describes just that.
love, jada