There is an
air of impersonalism
lingering between U & I
as we sit
facing each other
but not facing
this
this that once was
and
has now become
more like
business
the agenda to which I've
chosen for us to abide by
unbeknownst 2 U
>speak briefly
>get 2 the point
>laugh a bit
> be on point
so later
this doesn't feel
& doesn't allow us
2 feel shit
so I say
say I
so...
sitting across from you
my eyes barely recognize
the beauty of your Adonais like features
I keep my head down
peering mostly through dangling locks
cuz truth b told
I just want 2 stare
yet this is now
business
>get 2 the point
I set the wheels in motion
tugging at your sweats
there is no need for boxers
glad you've learned
I only allow myself 2
do, what I do,
4 U, 2 U
>I'm on point
4 me, 2 me
I've lost some control
of being emotionally
out of control
I give, U get
U get, I give
there will be no exchange
of those intimate
kisses, caresses, or words
just a
Thank You
4 the business
& a hug
and I would rather
TAKE
IT
THAN BE
WITHOUT U
EVER
It's sad somehow
yet I'm content
by your PRESENCE
with your CONVERSATION
by your LAUGHTER
with your SMILE
which remains hidden behind
those fascinating brown
eyes
all qualities
that cannot be
licked
sucked
kissed
caressed
or fucked...
I'm content
BUT would rather
straddle you
and U
let me
lay my head
slightly tilted on your shoulder
so my lips
brush lightly against the
curve of your neck
and
U slide caring hands up the
knotches of my spine
and
I shiver
as U hold me
so close
that U can feel my
eyelashes
tickle the softness
of your cheek
as they blink back tears
cuz
I KNOW
U make me internally joyful
sans penetration
I just want U
2 rest yourself
into me
this way
I want 2 melt
within your security
lay your head
on MY shoulders
let ME have it
whatever it is
let ME comfort U
for whatever reason
U seek solace
ease your mind
I want 2 be
your
easy
chair
where U come
& sit when your
mind wants 2 just run
I just want us
2 b
2 exist within each other
2 b so
still
and hear
every trickle
of perspiration induced
rain that
glides down
these worried windows
they are concerned
and cry for us
tonight
and the
last night
we met in this
park ing lot
b/cuz they know
that
business
this evening
will be
>brief
>2 the point
>on point
>w/some laughter
yet
w/out
feeling
those emotions
that are
NOT
INDICATIVE
of the
business
I love U
You are a brilliant, did I mention brilliant, writer, I get goosebumps when I read you......You are definitely Brown Sugar..... I love this poem, as I love all your work, you get to the heart of matters with truth, and descrpition.....Take care Baby Girl......