Those dirty, dusty midnight fetters
clamped 2 her coffee stained
sun cracked ankles
were bound 2 leave
light scars and
sparse bleeding
when this was done
she is not dangerous
she is not in danger
she was just out acting
now she is just acting out
who cared besides she
who didn't apparently
care that much
so here she lay
as she'd done b 4
she'd become prey
2 4 get the past
the minutes
the yesteryears
the yesterdays
she appeared helpless
legs held wide apart
among a variety of costly
oversized feather pillows
that needed no fluffing
she lost within them
elevated by a bloody red quilted duvet
a massive antique chest of drawers
w/holding tiny locks,keys, trinkets
invited anxious fingers 2 rummage through
but just not hers
royal velvet paisley patterned curtains
gathered up the darkness
daring sunlight to
try 2 peak through
she didn't want 2 b here
yet she was
and those greedy enormous
unfeeling palms
no she didn't want 2 feel them
grope her tender supple breasts
that nasty snake of a tongue
wet with anticipation
no she didn't want 2 feel
that slither between
the passageway 2 her canal
no she didn't want 2 feel
his loveless sculpted bronze frame
hovering heavily atop her own
oh she had heard it all
the lies
she heard how beautiful she was
how nice she seemed
how smart
how giving
how this
how that
dare she believe
liewords
blended together with the slow sound
of ministrel music
wordslie
deep beneath the surface
of her subconscious
feigning pleasure
both hands block the entry 2 her eardrums
now she didn't have the misfortune of
eavesdropping letters
that formed phrases of no content
she only had 2 heed her timely moans
which rang loudly in her mind
no she didn't want it like this
she had her own ideas of
love
loving
and the making of it
this was not it
yet it had always
proved her wrong
escaped her grasp
time & time again
& time & time after
time
so she lay shackled
like a little dark child love slave
so pleasurable was her cushion
4 those pushin'
so hands 2 ears she cried out
gyrated her torso in
stripper laced motions
she could c through squinched eyes
that he would b finished soon
she couldn't c that she had
done nothing so wrong in life
2 punish herself like this
except that she
somehow somewhere
got the impression that
she deserved such castigation
that she must
give it away
like this
allowing anyone
who expressed an interest
anyone
who pretended 2 care
just as long as she
kept the shield over her fragile heart
this was the payment her body ransomed
2 keep her heart free....
i love this