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My heart Died in Rehabilitation.
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The Influence It was a last resort place to seek sanctuary.
I learned much from the lessons and stories people told.
In a weird way this guidance center felt like home.
We were all suffering from the same situations.
We were all struggling to get up and try and take life on.
We specialized in failing, denying our very own self control.
We became family, we fell in love we respected each other
No one told us to do so, It wasn't an act to try and show sympathy
Or a way to mingle our way out of treatment.
we all hated being there, but we all never wanted to leave.
We fell in love, we became stronger.
Until, everyone slowly started disappearing.
we woke up each day, watching many friends and new loves leave.
To simply vanish into thin air. Some would die.
some would make it, Nobody knew, It was a gamble none of wanted to discuss.
The mornings became bittersweet. We loved and then we lost.
Then we simply just lost. friends and love disappear forever.
During the past month of everyday watching people disapear.
my heart started aching, witch let to breaking witch lead to dying.
By the end of the month I was taught a hidden lesson, we all learned it without speaking it.
we learned to build a wall and let no one in.
To this day I hear about a loved one dying, a friendship ending by five years of iron bars.
For a while It was almost as if are hearts beat as one.
My heart ironically died in a rehabilitation clinic.
when I woke up late, seeing my roomate at the time being,
who was my best friend from start.
with everything he owned in the hall.
I paniced my heart hit the floor.
I felt like screaming, I almost fainted.
I couldn't watch him vanish, and disappear into thin air.
I cried my myself to sleep the next two weeks.
I lost my best friend forever. Until six months I found out I saved his life by a phone call.
from a too close of a call to an overdose.
Just like everyone else I disappeared and veered off path.
But I still cry myself to sleep, at the lost friends I once knew.
I know a few died, a few lost in time.
I lost in time, I wish I could go back as much as a part of me died in that place.
It's where I wish I could maybe live. along with everyone else.
But I would change one thing...
Nobody would disappear.
