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Take Me Away
My passion is lights, landscapes and colors.
My mind is a world of fiction. riddled with mystery.
where the lines and rules of reality don't exist.
Its where I hide when I am suffocating in real world.
My only wish now, is to die in my sleep.
so I can forever exist in a new world.
a world I created, filled with beauty and bliss.
Its an escape, my only escape.
when all around me is despairing I just close my eyes.
when my mother is shacking, from a fight where someone laid hands on her.
or when I have to move because we lost the house,
or when I was just simply homeless living in my car,
It was my only escape, to try to fight my reality.
because I gave up on finding safety and satisfaction.
My roof is leaking and caving in, I cant help the fact My floor is wet from the rain.
or help the fact that I don't have power to wash my face or cloths.
so I close my eyes. and exist in a better place,
Its a lonely place, It don't help pay the bills.
it don't escape my debt. but those things don't exist a=in my world.
In my world, we don't need a house because the weather and atmosphere is always comfortable.
there no sound or sleeping, so no arguments or fights exist,
actually everyone else but me is still. They do not move.
They don't throw me around and call me poisonous words.
They don't punish me with outlandish abusiveness.
There is no dysfunctional. You never go to bed hungry, because you can;t afford to feed yourself.
There's no infatuation so there is no heartbreak, witch happened so many times.
It's a perfect escape, Its a still life place. better than all the drugs I took.
all the drugs I took because father wont come around.
In my world I am forever young, for I don't grow Old with disappointment
I am young, for I cant comprehend How the world works.
I am young and mommy never is crying, wishing daddy didn't break something she loved.
In my world there is no school, so there is no bad grades or kids stealing your favorite shoes.
No sleep exists so I never get deprived and delusional after staying up trying to figure out if my life is normal or not.
In my world There is know pills to take, so you cant take to much to try and sleep. and end up in the hospital.
There is no hospitals because nobody ever gets hurt.
there is no people so there is no funerals or jails or distance to take away who I loved.
My world, Is where I wish to live. Its time to close my eyes again.
Take me away.
