I feel better than ever,
but yet so far behind what i thought i was,
the know i learn about my instincts,
the more i am frightened of my future.
i dont want to leave again,
i dont want to move again,
its so tragic and emotionally bitter,
i grew cold over the changes,
i never pleaded for a reason to stay before,
but i want to stay in one place forever,
because i know everything here will eventually disapear,
love me for me dont try to change me,
i have changed to many times as it is,
i am done adapting,
i am done morphing into anyone,
i am already lost as it is,
someone find me,
where is my home?
where is everything i stood for,
where is the one that could always find me
i will stand still for now,
until i come across someone worth moving for again.
i have a feeling ill turn to stone.
for i already acquired a stone heart.
i seem to fall for anything,
its not like me.
who is me?
oh, woe is me.
be a part of me,
i am sick of strangers,
be my home, be my family,
be my everything for i lost everything along this road of life.