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how alone do you have to be
to be considered isolation.
for i lost track of time
on how much i have been dancing on this line

confined to yourself is a self imprisoned jail sentence
well ive done my time
yet i cant find a way out
trapped within myself
cutting out all conversations
and riding my self from socialization

i am captive at my own cost
i just cant let myself go this time
affraid to heal. affraid to feel
so i simply just keep away.
live in my own refuge
and hope i will forever stay
as i wish i was never here in the fist place

i am a paradox of flesh
simply just waiting for the next bad turn of events
for i have kept myself safe from all that is to come
i never ever seem to overcome
this is my true eternal December sun
leave me be, i say out loud
but in my head i am screaming
"please someone rescue me."