destroying my weakest foundatons
a collapse of this man you shatterd should leave you content
destined for greatness yet i surely fall back to emptyness
i was the world and you were my ambition
but perfection seems to tie ends quick
I had a target but was without arrow
my luck has led me to a dead mans hand
conivicted of freedom
sentenced to be without worth
the cup was half full till the day I met you.
but who knew i was gazing into a mirror
silently begging for mercy as cataclysm becomes my foothold
when all my phobias disapear thru senselss sleep
their used to be an esssence of life running thru me
but it seemed to just dry up like the rest of my life
born with the short end of the stick
i strive to make a differance
as the nightmares go away
i dream of a place to be at peace
a perfect son i am not
but maybe ill bring happiness to...
whats it matter when you live in an dried up dark corner
ive done all i could to winde up here
but none of it was for the better
hope is all i have now
for ive lost it all
with all the mistakes ive done in the past
it was always you who pushed me to my own devistation
i blame you for all that has happened to me thus far
but then agian im still looking into a fucking mirror