clueless when it comes to finding meaning in struggle
yet i live each day trying to believe there's a bigger picture
I crumble at the sight of sound
looking for a place to lay my head down
as i lay awake I stumble upon words beneath the skin
hoping what i say will maybe bring me peace again
quickly as I progress into illusions of days i wish would come true
I learned to live in my mind when it comes to being with you
fantasy is so much better, when some days you are under weather
I compromise anguish with things that will never come true
do you see a purpose when I live each day searching for something new
better to be held back by looking then to just stay hidden
simple as the fact of being true,
wish I could go back to the day I met you,
life seems to just make its way back to beginning
circles are so common when you try to live life real
devastation in my eyes distracts me from hesitation
when I follow through with infatuation
I seem to just fall through
I live days as if they were my last
even tho I know I have struggles I can never get past
Its a challenge that I accepted to affect each and every one of you
Try to have purpose to do something heroic
in my mind its as simple as saying "I love you"
which unfortunately never seemed to happen
with out some type regret or any time its been true
so ask yourself
what do you do when you live but forgot why
empty words circle ears as I don't know what to do.
misfortune seems to be my life story
but there will be a day when ill see glory
but until then Ill just sit and just wait for you