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My heart can no longer love nor hold the strength to heal.
My mind can no longer wonder what is or is not real.
I let the devil tamper with my spirit while God kept me still.
My eyes no longer see my priceless golden seal.
My hands are now numb, i can't seem to feel.
My lips, my mouth no longer speaks or carries the shape of a U.
I gave all of me which was never enough.
"I" not "they" paved my own roads to be rough.
I became weak over a period of time.
I've become a real life walking mime.
I don't like to inflict pain onto anyone.
I keep it all in and run with it to a place where i'm alone.
You see, I am not as strong as i may appear to be.
I can't remove anyones pains by simply being me.
I've been taken for granted too many times.
Tossed the rope of trust when i should have just climbed.
I am fragile just like others in this world.
To give me all of you and suddenly take it away is like telling a soldiers wife her husband is believed to be dead but hopefully just MIA.
People tell me i'm too nice and that is a fact.
Kindness is something i've never lacked.
No matter how one treats me i still give love back.
The trick to it all is building an emotional wall and hoping that wall never fails you and falls.
My soul is tired i can no longer proceed.
I just want to be alone, i'm no longer in the lead.
Those of you who know me know me very well.
Don't ever push me or pull me because the end is never swell.
I'm pausing in life for now please leave me in my space.
I'm closing my eyes for now i'll be back one day to see a smiling face.
Before you assume that i have gone totally insane.....
Keep these words with you.. "I'm not gone, I'm just away."