I want you to know me
and everything about me
I want you to hear my songs
the ones I wrote about us, him, her, it, them, that and He
But my inside isn’t ready to be my outside
and I got hurt a lot
I got hurt a lot
and by everyone
so before you ask me to reveal myself please note the following
I was forgotten
and in all the times and ways I wished I could be a fruit fly
I was remembered
you see he didn’t love me like he should
and he didn’t love me like he should
When I said no, he said yes
When I said up he said down
When I said stop it
protector
defender
Possessor
antagonist
He was a shadow your eyes trick you into seeing
but my eyes weren't funny
I tried to laugh anyways
I would go to sleep
I would wake up
I would live life
I would go on
I am fine
This hurts though
It feels like fire in my gut
and my gut is in my head
and my head's under my feet
And my feet are on my Heart
and my heart is missing
or it’s in my hands
either way
don’t hold them.
They’re Cold
No one has ever given them warmth before
Sometimes
You just have to take a leap of faith... And hope you land on your feet -- Martin Bohm
"Music is a universal language and needs not be translated. With it, soul speaks to soul" - Songsterr