I don't even know where to start
I have so many feelings from deep inside my heart
I remember being little
Sitting up at night
Asking mom if dad would be home that night
With tears in her eyes
She'd smile and say
"Don't worry hunny, he's just out with the guys"
Midnight would be long past
And I'd be fast asleep
The door would gently open
And in you would creep.
Always doing drugs
And chillin with your friends
Only forgot one thing-
It's me, now I'll never mend.
Family should come first
But you put your friends ahead
Now look at your life
Half of them are dead.
Because of your dumb decisions
In my life I've had to suffer
I grew up without my parents
And nothing has been tougher.
A countless number of nights
I've closed my eyes and cryed
So scared and confused
Because I found out you lied.
I like this - it's very honest. I hope your writing helps you get through difficult times - I know my venting with a bit of pen and paper does. Interesting subject as well. Laura