As I realize that I've lost it
I stumble into my closet.
And at my feet there lies a rope,
Suddenly i find hope.
But there's only one thing-
I'll never get to wear a wedding ring.
And what about my best friend?
Will her heart ever mend?
So many thoughts run through my head,
As I think of how things will be different when I'm dead.
And I think to myself,
This is the only way
So I continue without further delay.
I tie the rope to the ceiling,
And make sure that I won't have time for healing.
I pull up a seat
So that my feet will meet.
Now the loop's around my throat
And what you're reading now is the last thing I ever wrote.
And knowing that I can not stay,
I quickly step away.
I struggle and gag
But later that day my toe has a tag.
Now doctors walk away with a tear in their eye,
Knowing that I was only 15 and had already said good-bye.
awww. thats all i can say. MCL
I love you day. "hang in there". lol. Don't be stupid I'd miss you too much.
This is really good..I like it a lot and I'm not going to give you the "don't do it" speech because I feel like doing the same thing myself sometimes..