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Because I'll Never Be Happy
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2002 Can I scream at you?
Can I let my hateful words penetrate your ears?
You listen, and I go on
I'll never be finished
Because I'll never be happy
Because I'm too selfish
Because I pity myself too much
Because I don't think I'm a good person
Because I have low self esteem
Because my parents loved me
Because it's unconditional
But I'll never be happy...
Maybe I don't want to be happy
Because complaining makes me feel better
Because I like getting pity
Because I want to feel special
Because that makes me happy
But I'll never be happy...
Because I'm stuck in an endless circle
Of trying to be happy
By staying unhappy
And I can't break this loop
Because I don't want to
Because I'll never be happy
Because this is my life
I love you, lol, I've been waiting to write this for so long, but the way you put it kills all the ones I've wrote. Thanx for the great poetry. I feel the same way as this poem. keep writing, you have so many good poems hun ^_^