what i have i don't deserve
this beautiful relationship
i shouldn't preserve
it's not for me, i make him sad
he should find another
who makes him glad
he's always there
to make me smile
i'm just too horrible
dispicable, and vile
he deserves better
i know he does
but what should i do
it's me he loves
i want the best
for him and his life
and all i do
is bring heartache and strife
what do i do though
i just can't see
why did this have to
happen to me
i want him happy
but i can't complete
maybe it would be better
if i would just delete
myself from his life
so he could start anew
he deserves so much better
if only he knew
The most undeserving of all is your (probably ott) self doubt. come on, i'm sure you're not that bad. be nice to yourself, enough people will be bad to you in life without bringing yourself down.
by the way, this poem has a nice flow.
peace (and happiness...?)
JM