I feel the shiny instrument against my skin
The coldness of the steel on my wrist
These thoughts only confuse me
It seems to hide deep inside,
To tell you what it feels like would be suicide
I try to keep the emotions inside
I can't let you see me cry
Though you've heard me once before
I've felt your arms around me
And your vibrant love,
Your eyes have seen deep inside me
I've made a wish
Because in your eyes I see
The stars and the depth of the ocean
It is no longer cold
Pressing it harder into the skin
Sliding it with pressure,
I can feel it trickling down my palm
I no longer care
This life is no longer what it once was
And no more will happiness be able to fill my heart
Reality has struck me
Soon I will disappear
Fade away and never return
In your mind I might still remain
But soon in your heart I shall be replaced.
this is awesome =P