joyful or filled with sorrow
something from it is gone
that cannot be brought back.
every love is a memory
so memories fade, you forget
you can go on like it was nothing
yet you try to replace what was lost
yet it never works, never is right.
every memory brings pain
but they don’t fade completely
they linger, they hide
they slowly build up inside
a poison in your veins
and overwhelms you all at once.
every pain turns to hate
to forget would be bliss
an end to the suffering
but then you’d lose the joys
the memories that made you happy
and would come more pain
there is no solution, no way out.
every hate drives us forward
every love is a memory.
every memory brings pain.
every pain turns to hate.
every hate drives us forward.
and so we continue through life
"..to forget would be bliss.."
I never want to find out if you ever feel blissful. Some things are best kept secret.