in the shadows in which i dwell
i live my life in self created hell
all the pain i clearly see
makeing love to the devil as hes burning me
my tired eyes wont let me sleep
my mind wont shut down so i can dream
my aching wrist just wont stop bleeding
and my heart wont shut down, it wont stop beating
so tired of liveing with you
tired of the shit you put me through
you say you love me then turn away
well i wont listen, not today
tomorrow when you return to my arms
and hope that i'll hold you and keep you warm
you'll find that i wont be there for you
now what are you gunna do
i cant take this anymore
(im so tired of this pain)
i wont hold you anymore
(you have nothing to gain)
dont come running cuz i wont be there
(now im leaveing you)
i want love of my own, not a love i share
(no longer will i hide my tears in the pouring rain)
the day you left me i fell apart
you left me cold, bleeding in my heart
i drank the pain away, now your gone
you cant hurt me, you cant hurt me anymore
you no longer bring my heart such harm
im moveing on
moveing on, to someone who loves me
not someone who fucks me
and leaves my crying
where are you now
i hope your dieing
i cant take this anymore
(im so tired of this pain)
i wont hold you anymore
(you have nothing to gain)
dont come running cuz i wont be there
(now im leaveing you)
i want love of my own, not a love i share
(no longer will i hide my tears in the pouring rain)
yea, i hope your dieing!
you keep saying you don't want a love to share, who's love have you had to share?