SELF-PORTRAIT
(T. Beechey)
Sometimes,I sit in a crowded room
And overhead hangs a cloud of gloom
While everyone else laughs with joy
No one understands this boy
I searched for love,found only scorn
My quest for a rose found only a thorn
Am I a fool to make such demands?
This boy,no one understands
I'm only here just to amuse
At my own expense or to accuse
Of whatever fails or if I own
What another wants,then I'm alone
Alone in a world I cannot share
Sinking faster,deeper into despair
A mere shadow of who I formerly was
Understand this boy? No one does
Don't shed a tear,don't lend a hand
Those are my tracks within the sand
And,as winds commence,they'll fade for good...
This boy wasn't meant to be understood
Hi again, Thomas.
I'm so happy to have found your poetry...beautiful, absolutely beautiful. Your talent shines.
This piece reminds me of earlier this year when I was thinking my familiar lament, "no-one understands me" and I received a very unexpected, but appreciated answer. It was this: "It is not important that you are understood but that you understand."
Keep on...
Misha
Love It! Great work. ~Rae