Small stabilised steps towards the reprieve of bed.
With back bent, he worships rest.
This hostel is beyond his years
and he is beyond his best.
Life has left him wanting
And damned he would be
If he would be damned
To the comfort of home
He had been built upon.
So he has flown from his deathbed
Driven by his maddened mind.
He wishes to be smothered by concerns of loved
and yanked from his last resort.
Yet his only comforts are the half-enclosing woolen slippers
and the laptop that rests on his lap.
His only wish is to see beauty
In his painful excursion.
Yet he may not climb the Acropolis slopes
Or drink the night away with lonely friends,
He may only hobble upon the paved paths
And live in others
As a passing glance.
For as beautiful as life is,
It is for the young;
Either heart or mind.
He is neither.
And as a dog in their final,
He has fled to die.
Not by his own hand,
But he prays that this foreign world
Will show more mercy than his own,
And whisk away the blood in his heart
And the breath in his lungs.
I Dread Assisted Living
The loss of the little freedom I have left, but it is inevitable. I think I will be the fly in the ointment - they are all going to wonder: What is she doing here! :D
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