I Don't Want to Be Looked Down On

I don't want to be looked down on,
I really, really don't.

I want to know,
why it is,
that no guys seem
to take an interest in
who I am.

Not in a,
"I want sex,
you give me sex"
kind of way,
but in a
"Hey, I like you,
and we can take it slowly"
Kind of way.

I don't want to be looked down on,
except in the way that is
the taller people having to look down
to see me, since I'm shorter than them.

No, I don't want to be looked down on,
I want people, mostly a guy,
to want to be around me.

Not to just get answers
for work, from me,
but to be around me, for me.

Not for sex, or to make someone jelous.
Not for laughs, or jokes with friends.
Not for fun, and not the nice kind.

I want someone to want to be
around me, Moriah.

What do I have going for me?
I guess I'd say:
I'm nice.
I'm there for my friends.
I have a but that, my mom says,
people pay to get.
I'm.....
I don't know...

But what I have going against me?
The list is probablly way too long.
I don't like to shave.
I'm not sexy.
I'm not hot.
I'm short.
No big chest.
And probably much more.

I don't want to be looked down on.
Not by anyone.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

A poem about what I've been feeling lately. *sigh*

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SSmoothie's picture

You shouldn't own any of this except the cute butt!

Lol! Guys are just not into that at that age. I'm not sure if they ever are! You need to find a nice shy or quiet boy who appreciates your attention... When you're 18! ;) don't rush. The best things are the ones we need patience for and are worth the wait! HugSS


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teehee! Thanks!

teehee! Thanks!


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