I thought you were the one who'd be
the one who'd want to be with me.
But as it turns out, you are not,
you're just using me for my smarts.
You just wanted to copy down our study guide
so you wouldn't have to and could get by.
Get an easy way to get the info
so you could do what ever you wanted.
My heart is broken into many pieces,
and each time you ask for something else, it increases.
You just keep on trying to use me,
this is what my mom agrees.
I'm in tons of pain,
and it's quite lame,
how you would just use me,
cause I am really a great person!
I thought you were the one who'd be
the one who'd want to be with me.
But as it turns out, you are not,
you're just using me for my smarts.
I won't be answering when you call!
Nope, I won't answer my phone at all!
I can't allow you to hurt me!
I need someone who actually wants me!
Author's Notes/Comments:
This is written about a guy at my school, that I like(d), and he asked me for my number on Monday, and even though my mom doesn't like boys having my number, I gave it to him. He said he'd call me. And he did. It started out as a cute little phone call, I answered, and he said "Hello? hello? hello?" and I said "Really?", to which he responded "oh, there you are!" So he continues talking and asks if he can call me again at 9:30, because he has v-ball soon. I said no, that I won't have my phone at 9. He asked why and I told him that I have a curfew at 8 for my phone. He asked me how old I am (which my mom told me afterwards, that asking that was a form of a put down.) and I told him that I'm 16. He responded by saying that he doesn't know any 16 year old who has a curfew on their phone.
It turns out that all he wanted was to find out what time I'd be at school, so he'd know that I'd be there whenever he came to school, so he could get my study guide to copy off of! X'(
I'm edditing this as I think of things that will rhyme and tell what i'm feeling...
I hate when guys ask me how
I hate when guys ask me how old I am cuz ik what they want then. But sometimes theyr so damn sexy! Mgh.
yea... It sucks...
yea... It sucks...
<3