Sitting on the porch
just staring at the sky.
As I feel the heat upon my skin
and my summer passing by.
I see people playing
and living the moment as if it was their last.
As I sit here in my lonesome
seeing the summer go by so fast.
I see children in the sandbox
and lovers holding hands.
Having a picnic near the water
listening to music from oldies bands.
Sitting under the stars
with a fire as their light.
As it adds an extra spark to emotions
on this love filled Summers night.
Sitting on a dock
with the oceans breeze across their face.
Staring deeply over the water
and into the farrest space.
I see burgers being grilled
with friends gathered round.
And music on the radio
to add a most relaxing sound.
I still sit here on the deck
just staring at the summer day.
And wondering what has happened to me
and why I have become this way.
I want to do all these things
like sit with a loved one near.
And oldies bands and friends laughing
is what I want to hear.
But for some reason I remain
watching the summer life go by.
I still lay back all alone
just staring at the new night sky.
This is such a lonesome summer
something just isn't right.
Maybe it's because I haven't had that summer day
or that love filled summers night.
this poem
is worth
the reading