Whimper without tears

It hurts when you have friends you don't think you can trust

It hurts when you can’t be with that exceptional someone that you think about so much

It hurts when you loose a treasured one that was constantly there for you when you need them

It hurts when you know someone that persistently back stabs and you play it off by maintaining your Cool

It’s a pain without marks

It’s a whimper without tears

It’s resentment without expression

It’s a bad surrounding when no one is near

It hurts when your father never tells you that he loves you

But is quick to buy you something to put a smile on your face

Knowing deep down inside that money don’t buy love

Just lie in my bed and cry thinking was I really a mistake

Of course life isn’t perfect

But I didn’t propose for it to be this way

What should I do to make things better?

Sometimes talking doesn’t do anything but having me wait for another year in May.

My birthday

Another year gone past and shit is still the same

Nothing as been fixed the same things sustains

Yes there has been a small build up

In the future I wonder what from my list will remain.

I’m asking anyone that cares for advice because I’m in so much pain.

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Shaketa Copelin's picture

Andrina,

I hope you are doing much better than when you wrote/posted this poem a year ago. Life is tough, but what doesn't kill us only makes us better stronger more determined women. Thank you for sharing and for posting this poem.

Peace & love,

Shaketa