why?

drunk on attention

and the desire of being adored

different coloured pills

for whenever you get a little bit bored

fighting to get out of bed

despite the pains and chills

you know you could end up

getting yourself smiling and wracked with guilt

and when you finally realize

that comfort comes at a price

and you never deserved anything nice

and when you wake up covered in sweat

and try to pretend you're not upset

and cut up and throw away the little pieces

 

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Afyer reading the comments I

After reading the comments I can see... but the "drunk on attention" part? I'm confused having did a psyche orientation in the state hospital in school. Isn't the object "drug them to death" or at least to sleep?? You must have been at a good hospital!!

 

 Touching write.


...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

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that one line was a non

that one line was a non sequitor kind of.

 

i hated the period of my life being that medicated. if i get pt on any psych meds they make me want to kill myself and they make me crazy as fuck.

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you're not my real dad/

you're not my real dad/