Expressing my feelings is not easy to me
I keep it bottled in, sealed shut as to not break free
I let it erupt inside of me like a volcanic eruption
Ripping and tearing doing its destruction
Until I choke on it
Forced to open my mouth wide
And their it goes exploding out of me
Into the world like a red lava sea
I can not take back the words I said
and now everyone I know prefers me dead
Or thats what I think by the looks on their faces
As they walk back and forth, angry in paces
Why couldn't you tell me before? They scream
Hands in the air to my face they lean
Their whispers cutting me like a knife to my veins
The way you feel inside you should be ashamed
I look into their eyes hoping they can see
Ive been ashamed all along because I know Ill never be free
I cant rid these emotions or let anyone know
Ill wait patiently for it to fade like snow
and then no one will ever know
And so it goes
like the cycle of life
my emotions cutting me deeper than a knife
this my girl ♡
Amazig writing my dear ! Its beautiful to see ur artistic side in a diff way.. wow girl ♡