I walk with a number above my head,
I run and it follows me, I find it conjoined to me,
I’m spending my days in the shadows,
And my sleep in the slums,
Wrapped in my sorrow, I exclude everyone,
I never intended to make myself so numb,
To all that’s around me,
To all that I’ve known.
I search for food, but there’s nothing here for me to eat,
Nothing I could be bothered to make and consume,
I lie and wait for dreams, but I cannot sleep.
Something inside my mind is in bloom,
A new sickness, a fever,
Am I hallucinating, surely the hours could not be this long,
Yet so short, and mixed up in my head,
Surely there has to be something wrong.
Now I am leaving you, slipping out of my body,
Into every last breath of my soul,
If there’s anything left, I’ve got to hold on,
I cannot wait for its remains to wilt,
Inside the void my head has built.
I’ve got to get out while I still know how,
My fear is here,
My exit is now.
Very interesting